sunday pastimes

Woke up late on a sunny morning. I usually linger for a while and stare at the ceiling. I think of the events happened yesterday, the things that I have to do later and thank the Lord for this day. I love fresh sunny morning. It makes me want to do this and that. It gives me hope actually. Just by lying down I could already imagine myself accomplishing a lot. It was funny because usually it does not happen that way. Sometimes, conflicts arise, unexpected events take place. Suddenly I am in frustration, feeling the heat of the weather, tired even if it is only the start of the day. I learned now that it is all in the attitude. It is up to me to be cheerful, nonchalant and just enjoy the thrill of everything.

Today, I do a bit of work, surf on some cooking schools that offer short inexpensive courses that must be near my place running on a weekend only. So far, I found zero. There a lot of great cooking schools, expensive and inexpensive offering short and long term courses but they are all very far from me. Well.. in case you are wondering what has gotten into me trying to go into a cooking school hmm.. I don't know, sometimes when I feel like doing something, I just plunge through until I get tired of it and whisk it off. If it is indeed a passion or something that I believe would capture my interest then I would have continued. Anyway, I watched GG, walk a bit and took some photos of the sky and greens and went back to read the newspaper.

The heat is killing me. I feel that I have to double my efforts in breathing. I always feel sticky after a bath. It affects my attitude, my cravings, my view, my life.... The global warming is showing its face to us now, clearer than ever. It is telling us that, "hey... here is your karma for destroying the earth." If we, the rich and the middle class people are suffering from the heat trauma, what more are the people living in the slums? Imagine a congested house built by some creative materials furnished side by side in order to create a million boxes housing more than a million of people. Imagine the smell, the air, the small or little passage ways, the lack of water and food, the heat on their bodies and the foul smelling dogs with fleas on them. Imagine the germs and diseases which are spreading. Well, we are still luckier. Bottomline is nature now is not showing any signs of happiness. Nature is not going to bring us fresh air, harmless sunrays and good smelling rain. As I struggled with commuting under the heat and pollution everyday, I realized that we are all going to die earlier. Pardon for the bluntness. It is a sad reality.

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I am signing off now. gotta rest! :)