broken road and friendship

letters that says friendship forever, that nothing would change, keeping in touch

now those letters are just written crap found on the broken road

those words are now meaningless

the days spent on high school is long forgotten

people change, they get more emotional

a year of not calling equates to broken friendship

a moment of not telling who your special someone is means you've broken the promise

and really... it saddens me

that I'm losing friends

or rather people whom I called friends

but what can I do...

It is hard to chase people, keeping up with their life

arranging hang outs when they say they couldn't make it in the end

Yes i still feel sad.... alone....

but I guess I would rather be this way

rather than trying so hard to save them

when they can't even try to understand the meaning of real friendship.

break free

2 days leave. unwind. destress. dare to leave everything behind. care for the body and soul. fruits and veggies. exercise. fresh air. music. I have learned to say No. To not care so much about what other people would say. Realized that this life is all about me. I have to have time for myself before I can give mine fully to other people. Still recovering. Stress is still present. Missed quite a lot. Issues overflowing. books and newspapers. TV. Lola Renette. Guitar and frustrations. Obsessed with Taylor Swift and Lady Gaga. Water and more water. stroll along malls. Secret Life of bees. waking up late. Stinging eyes. God.

I'm wishing that tomorrow is still ... a Sunday.

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